I don’t know if anyone else has this same weird characteristic but there are certain albums, certain songs that will bring me to a very distinct smell that leads to a picture perfect moment in my life. It happens every time I hear one of these songs. No matter the situation, the place, who I’m with, it’s always the same smell and memory. They bring me to a specific, not so much significant time when that album or song was hugely influencing me.
It makes me wonder what will be next? What am I listening to today that is making a huge impression on me? What song will I hear in seven years and immediately remember a smell and time in this point of my life? It’s creepy wondering this and honestly not having a clue. No idea of what is influencing, no idea of influencing anything, I’m clueless right now.
I blame it on money and post graduation anxiety syndrome. I have absolutely no clue where I will be in a month. This moment I’m in right now is completely gone. There is not one answer for one question I need answered. Where will I get my next rent check? How am I going to pay this phone bill? Where am I going to live? What the FUCK?
It’s funny how that one small aspect of life can completely take control over everything. Completely smother all the other ups and downs of life out. Money is the most addictive and deadly drug in mankind. That’s fucking philosophical. Jesus Christ.
Some one needs to write an article about that. MONEY IS THE MOST ADDICTIVE AND DEADLY DRUG IN MANKIND!
